Where's my Babe?

So usually every morning Wes' alarm goes off before mine and i faintly hear it and wake up enough to raslize its not mine and i can go back to sleep. THen I might wake up again when he gives me a kiss goodbye and moments later usually my alarm goes off. Sometimes he's still there when I wake up but leaves soon after. Well this morning I woke up to my alarm and i figured he was in the kitchen but he was gone. i must have been in a super deep sleep. it was weird and i felt a void. as much as i hate being woken up, this was worse. I dont know if he had a bad night and couldnt sleep and thats why he got up and went to work early, or if he just had something improtantt o do at work, or if i just missed him and was just deep asleep when he kissed me goodbye. Weird.

all else is pretty good. i saw my therapist yeterday and had dinner with christina. nothing really to report.