Feels like Thursday

I really keep thinking its Thursday.

Anyway, last night I worked out with Haydee. I went to her house and we did three ten-minute workouts including ballet, yoga and boot camp.

Wes made tacos and I crashed out early. He did something that annoyed me a little, but i couldnt be mad cause it was also sweet and thoughtful. He went to bed later than me, and said i was sleeping so peacefully he didnt want to wake me by getting into bed, so he went to sleep in the guest room ...but when I woke up at 2am and saw that he wasnt there i figured thats what he had done, but i was worried and got up and went down the hall. he had the door to the guest room almost closed so iopened it lightly and i woke him. Since he was awake and we had to exchange words iwas fully awake now and so he came to bed with me, but i knew the longer i lingered and talked, the harder it would be for me to get back to sleep so i went straight back to bed. The number one reason iwas annoyed was cause if he was going to sleep in the other room, i was wearing earplugs unecessarily and i hate wearing them, then he came to bed, so ihad to put them back in which made me sad cause my right ear hurt. Now I tried as hard as one could to fall asleep again, but between him facing inward on the bed and the cat very sweetly snuggled between us, i hadnt the heart to make anyone move and i just laid there trying to sleep. I have no idea what time it was when I finally fell asleep but al least a couple hours later. and when his alarm went off i really didnt want to get up, and when mine went off 20 minutes later i super duper didnt want to get up.

ive talked to my therapist about this and she seems to simply see it as us having very different sleeping styles, but i think i have some sleep anxieties and i stress, and wes, well he seems to think his snoring isnt a problem and me being bothered by it is my problem (i knwo he doesnt really think this, but his lack of doing anythign at all about it leads to no other conclusion).

I know he might read this and its going to make him, sad, upset or angry, but i really felt the need to vent this morning.

i guess when you have an otherwise perfect boyfriend who i shandsome, sweet, caring, funny, smart and just downright kick-ass, its hard not to let the contrasting single negative thing bother you more than it would if he were not so great.

i fear the weigh-in today, but i am very excited about planning meals and tracking.