October 30th

So I keep remembering things I want to mention in my blog way after the fact. Like last week when the woman in the 2-seater fushia-colored porche pulled up on my way to carpool and took me to work ...vrrrooomm!

Or how this is the second day in a row I left my keycard at home- Oops!

But the real focus of this blog is my life and my struggles and my successes with my health.

I made a big step yesterday. I e-mailed a therapist Matthew recommended to me some time ago. I hope she is cheap and near-by and fits with my schedule, because I am realizing I can not go further with this without some therapy-type support.

Tomorrow I also pay my increased rent, having been in my apartment just over a year. I think early next year I will start looking into the option of moving again. There are pros and cons to this.

Pros are: - If my roommie is into the idea maybe I get to keep her and her sweet cat. I think we get along really well as far as roomamtes go adn I would def. call her a good friend as well. This moves into the con section if she doesn't want to move with me.
- I get to live with Wes! The idea of seeing the love of my life everyday really rocks hard.
- potentially cheaper rent- saving money rocks too!
- I could get a bigger place- with a washer and drier
-Another chance to purge junk I dont need and reorganize!

Cons are: - My boyfriend and I have some sleep issues (one of us snores and the other hates earplugs), I might occassionally miss spreading out on the bed.
- Moving sucks, and i have a lot fo crap
- my commute could potentially suck worse
- I doubt i would find another location as convenient to the one i am at now- now i am very close to my best friend, the lake, the farmers market, trader joes/walgreens, carpool, three transbay bus lines, lots of breakfast cafes and froyo, etc, etc, etc

BUT alas, it's getting to be the sink or swim time in my relationship and I would rather swim and be happy with my babe.

Tomorrow is halloween and I have nothing planned, but I am okay with that. I might pick up some candy (something with nuts cause idont like nuts) for the kids, should any happen by (i doubt it).

Thats all my news for today.